My PTSD had reared it's ugly head once again as I face the unknown future. I have to send in my lease ternimation this weekend without knowing where or what my future home will be. I am so afraid, that my anxiety level has increased to an unbearable level. I wake up with feeling sick to my stomach, my heart wants to jump out of my chest and I have no appetite.
Will continue this later as I must head off to bed.
~ Tutte ~
