Tuesday, October 5, 2010


Families are composed of a variety of members. 'Family' implies more than one. I am sadly lacking any family member in my life today, at least on a physical level. I can't describe how much I miss that and yearn. Yearning is ever present on a daily basis and why I will never overcome my profound sorrow unless some change occurs whether internal or externally.

Every thought, action, activity, desire, stimulation etc. is a constant reminder of what I yearn for that I experienced in the past. Without the means of creating a change to this Spirit Sucking environment I live in, I have no idea how to overcome and move forward. Yet Hope remains and for that I am grateful.

~ Tutte ~