Wednesday, June 9, 2010


I woke up today in a heightened state of Anxiety. Not sure why. But it continued to build and one of the physical signs is a tightening in the chest. At one point I thought I was going to have a heart attack. I didn't but almost wished I had. I don't have a death wish but I do have a huge desire to escape. Perhaps that is the only way I will find it. Should it happen, it would be okay. I have Absolutely no fear of death.

It's just another transition and who knows, I may turn into a butterfly. I think we are all caterpillars in this dimension.

~ Tutte ~