My images & writings reflect my life experiences. My life has been full of adventure, joys & sorrows. I suffer from PTSD & Depression. It's a daily battle that few can relate to. Most of my blog will reflect my thoughts around pain & sorrow. It is my only way to express in writing what I am unable to verbally along with my personal philosophy. Images can speak louder than words & why I use them.
Monday, October 3, 2011
Absence makes the heart grow fonder; but it sure makes the rest of you feel lonely.
It will become evident over time as you read my blog.
I was widowed at the age of 50 with 2 teenage sons to raise and left destitute without any income.
I have spent the last 15 years dealing with an onslaught of unexpected problems that have affected me Emotionally, Physically (leaving me disabled and unemployable for 10 years) and Financially. The result is PTSD. A debilitating disease I am trying to overcome on my own. Who the hell can help unless they know someone who is a Veteran? It affects everyone who has suffered a trauma. It's always called depression. There is a huge difference. Few understand this disorder. It has to be experienced in order to fully comprehend.
I have lost everything in life that was meaningful for me and my ability to pursue my passions and interests and why am SOOO F...ing SAD.