Saturday, October 30, 2010

Wasting Time

So totally bored with that I am ready to jump out of my skin. I became addicted because of my disabilities. It's one more addiction to overcome. The less one does, the less one wants to do. And visa versa as has been my past experience. I loved that as I felt so productive.

No doubt this constant current sense of restlessness will propel me forward to something new. It has to. A new experience. It means I am no longer able to accept the status quo. I have for much too long because I was paralyzed by my PTSD. I seem to be moving forward thank god.

~ Tutte ~