Always in the background. Usually I think of it as Hell but on another level I can view it as Heaven. It is the unfathomless escape into the unknown. Heaven would be far preferable to the life I lead today.
~ Tutte ~
About Me
- Tutte Peever
- White Rock, BC, Canada
- It will become evident over time as you read my blog. I was widowed at the age of 50 with 2 teenage sons to raise and left destitute without any income. I have spent the last 15 years dealing with an onslaught of unexpected problems that have affected me Emotionally, Physically (leaving me disabled and unemployable for 10 years) and Financially. The result is PTSD. A debilitating disease I am trying to overcome on my own. Who the hell can help unless they know someone who is a Veteran? It affects everyone who has suffered a trauma. It's always called depression. There is a huge difference. Few understand this disorder. It has to be experienced in order to fully comprehend. I have lost everything in life that was meaningful for me and my ability to pursue my passions and interests and why am SOOO F...ing SAD.