Can't think Clearly

My thoughts/posts and inner dialogue have become so repetitive that I apologize to my readers/followers. It is just another symptom of PTSD. Those of us who suffer from this, live with a hamster wheel in our brains that runs over the same things constantly. Have no idea how to escape this constant turmoil. I need some major distraction as when I was in the Hospital for a month. Removed me completely from the same old, same old. Outside stimulation and feeling part of the bigger world is the key. Have no idea how to recreate that for the moment.

~ Tutte ~