I acknowledge that my thoughts are very skewed and totally subjective. However, without making excuses, the explanation is 30 years of living in Survival mode and PTSD. I was able to keep it together for the first 20 but the last 10 have been much harder to deal with. Especially all ALONE with increasing challenges of physical/emotional pain and financial worries! Have no idea how to overcome the ongoing financial concerns and the most extreme poverty I have ever experienced.
~ Tutte ~
