I suspect that is why I have turned off my phone and answering machine. I have no desire to talk about my problems. Especially since I spend so many of my waking hours trying to overcome all the Negativity I wake up with. Always a Death Wish. After such a huge output of energy and mental rewiring, I can't deal with it being disrupted and having to go through it again later in the day. I have become so fragile that I must protect myself from anything unwanted or unexpected. Regretably it leaves me more and more isolated so it's a Catch-22. At the moment I don't have any idea how to resolve this.
~ Tutte ~
