I constantly yearn for comfort. It's become difficult to go to sleep because I want to delay having to face the same old nightmare of my non-existence tomorrow and why perhaps, I postpone it as long as possible. There is nothing of purpose to wake up to. So much easier to sleep through the day and stay up all night with the peace and darkness when the outside world (in which I don't participate) has come to a halt. It's become my only escape.
~ Tutte ~
